I cant believe it la. this is the most hardworking period of my whole poly life.

i cant leave my textbooks/notes/whatever u call it alone. i feel super stressed without them.

and my only way to destress is by studying. i cant take it anymore.

ahhhh. what is this feeling coming over me.

creeping in slowly.

maybe i just dont wanna fail again.

maybe its how depressing to see all my friends graduate without me.

maybe its the thought of nothing when i graduate next year.

there is no satisfaction now. seriously.

and i dont like it.